No Where Close

SOOOO I been thinking so much about my future lately and where I wanna be. Annnnddd Im no where close...

I have so much I want to accomplish but it's so hard because I have other priorities right now. I have to pay bills and music money aint doing it right now. I have to go to school to have a back up plan, even though I have dreams and goals, because nothing is ever guaranteed. Therefore I am going to have to limit myself right now. I write new stuff all the time but Im still searching for that one song that one sound that will make me be like YESSSSSSSSSSSS

I wanna do more shows but it's like VA is not poppin right now and when there are shows I have other obligations to take care. I cant travel b/c work gets in the way (Whether its me or Shantale working). It's something I really want to do but I also live in the real world and have other priorities that alot of other artists dont have so they dont understand it. I do what I can though.

I work on so much stuff that people dont even know about (including Prop) Nothing on no dirty stuff. Im just always looking for different opportunities for us and different things we can do to expand our fan base. Dont get me wrong I have a fan base just no where close to what I wanna have. I wanna walk in Wal-mart and have people like "hey arent you that singer on myspace with the track.. so and so (Had a chick recognize me before it was greattt) lol

It just makes me mad that the whackest artists get the most love. They are the ones with the most shows and the most fans...wtf?? No names mentioned but every chick I have heard that raps or sings SUCKS. Maybe 1 or 2 ok ones...but for the most part nobody is touching Me and Ms Proper...lol And people be hyping them up like there is no tomorrow! You folks need a lesson in music....everybody is not superstar potential..lol I know I have alot more work to do with myself but thats for my own personal achievement..I dont care what anyone else thinks...I think Im hot...Random People think Im hot...Ms Proper's a groupie.... so Im straight lol..

Lesson here: I have alot of work to do before Im where I want to be so Im going to continue to work my tail off so that 2-5 years from now music is ALL im doing!!